The Bearded Baptist in Europe #2

An On Second Thought Special Series

The Bearded Baptist in Europe
Week Two: Paris- Looking for Answers
A Sabbatical Travelogue by Dr. Dock Hollingsworth

In a lesser known Jimmy Buffett song, there is a line that has played inside my head since we arrived in Paris on Saturday-“He went to Paris, looking for answers to questions that bothered him so.” It has been a good week of reflection.

Before I go there, let me report on the many other satisfying parts of my week. As European first-timers, Melissa has walked me to death. (I’m writing this on Wednesday and we will have walked more than 40 miles in Paris before leaving tomorrow.) We have seen the Champs de Elysees, Notre Dame, the Eiffel Tower, the Statue of Liberty, the Palace of Versailles and walked along the Sienne. I would not call this part of the sabbatical, “rest,” except that I have felt unplugged. I don’t yet feel “rest.” but I don’t feel stress, and it is the first time in years that my shoulders have relaxed. Pastoral ministry is almost parental. I feel attached and responsible, even when not present. But, a huge part of my “de-stressing” has been informed by the terrific staff team and supply ministers whom I trust. 

Back to the “looking for answers” part … I am reflecting this week on the kind of person I want to be. I’m not thinking about my role as shepherd or leader, pastor or priest. I am at an important crossroad about the kind of person I want to be into my old age. I am grateful for the time away from the “in your face” demands that allows for important reflection. I will be a better person when I return.

I love being your pastor,

Dock